New Post, New Life

Hey, so it's been awhile. I really haven't written much since high school ended and then college began. I don't even know if people read these, so maybe I'm just writing to myself, which I've never been very good at. Everything is moving really fast now. The days just kinda blur by in a haze of homework, class, and occasional sleep. I've never been the best at making friends and now, here in college, I find myself missing my friend back home more and more. I constantly ask myself, "why did I choose to go to some liberal arts school when I could have gone to an agricultural college with people I know?" I regret my decision now, and maybe I always will, but hopefully not. People are nice here and living in the dorms, I'm never alone, but I still kinda feel alone at the same time. Most people tell me that college will be the best years of my life. I think that's just a clique that everyone tells college kids to make them feel less shitty about leaving home and the only life they've ever known. That's my case at least, I'm sure plenty of people are different. I just sound sullen now. There are plenty of good things too. I've met people and even though non of them feel like they're going to become my best friend or anything, maybe it'll just take me longer. If I can find such wonderful friends like I had back home in a tiny town of 3,000, I'm sure I can find some here too. I'm going to try to keep up a little better with blogging, now that I seem to have the hang and college and I don't really have a social life yet. Best wishes to whomever it may concern.